Everything's Not Really About the Elements

It's been 5 days.

2009-12-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody, I've been doing great, thanks for asking. Some updates about my life.

1. I'm moving house tomorrow (no internet for a couple of days =.='')
2. I'm teaching my cousin how to play the guitar (he's picking up fast, considering he hasn't had any music background before)
3. My really expensive guitar, something happened to it :(
4. I am worried about school starting (hol's almost over!)
5. Really tired after a day of cleaning up my new place.

Well that's about it, I'm kinda lazy to elaborate on stuff due to no 5. Well I'll see you guys next post.

It's our Anniversary!

2009-12-24T08:10:00.000-08:00

Well, it's our anniversary today, 175 days of togetherness. Your in Bangkok! But even though your so far away, I know tonight, you'll feel something.

We had a really good run so far, and I plan on making it go farther. Much, much farther, we can make it work, we can push through everything they throw at us. I just want to say, thank you for making our time together worth every last nanosecond. You rock don't ever change!

P.S. Your card is still here, by my side, it's always with me, just like you. This card is one of the highlights of my life, it's just so awesome.

P.S.S. Oh and Merry Christmas :)

Sad.

2009-12-18T09:43:00.000-08:00

NOT! Well I'm back to update you guys on my life. My cousin is staying over, yesh, he' right next to me now, and he's watching Naruto. Enough about that, it's time to tell you guys about my story, I accidentally blurted out my story idea, to somebody =.=

Well, I haven't actually started, and I don't think I'll start soon, need to do some research. Oh, oh, and, and, I have to start on my moral project, darn it, I can't escape from Moral :( I bet someone is busy laughing at my demise now, well I'll get through it, you'll see!

Well I'm really lazy now, so I'll catch you guys later.

P.S. Thanks for calling, I missed you.

I have....

2009-12-17T04:55:00.000-08:00

An Idea! Yesh, my idea is to write a story, I feel creative all of a sudden. Well this idea I had came to me a few days back, it's a nice idea, I'm not surprised if someone already wrote a story like this, but you have to trust me that I didn't copy anybody, it came to me when I was tossing and turning in bed. Well, I'm not telling you what the story is about, but all I can tell you is that's its about a couple, married couple to be exact. Well that's all I can tell you, I plan on starting it soon, I'll tell you guys when it's done.

In totally unrelated news, I am playing Final Fantasy 8, yesh the one with Squall Lionheart, that someone is absolutely drooling over, instead of someone else. Well funny thing is, in the game they never said his sire name is Lionheart, but his Ultimate Weapon is called Lionheart, and his final Limit Break is also called Lionheart. I've not been playing a perfect game, but I'll do it next time round, I already spent to much time on it. Besides that, I plan on playing Prince of Persia again, cause I didn't finish it the first time, well let's try to finish it this time. Well I guess that's about it for now, cya guys later.

P.S. I am dedicating my soon-to-be story to someone awesome, I bet you all know who already.

P.S.S. E Muja Oui Ys

Chocolate Icecream Necklace

2009-12-09T08:27:00.000-08:00

Today, I had the most awesome time of my life, first I watched a movie, 2012. It was amazing the CGI and the sound effects, and the story line was amazingly epic. Don't really feel like explaining the whole story line and then giving my rating, but I do rate it 8/10, yesh, it's good.

Well anyways, not only that, I get to be somebody's shopping buddy, yesh, today I became a shopping buddy. Surprisingly I really, really, enjoyed myself. You see, I shop a lot with my mother, and it's really, really, boring, I just want to get out of that store quick. But it was totally different today, maybe it's because of the sales staff (well, not really), maybe it's the products (nah, don't think so), or maybe it's the company and the chemistry we have ( yesh, that's the one). Then I bought my shopping buddy, a chocolate icecream necklace. Whoah, nice. Yeah, after I helped someone pick out 2 pairs of shoes. I'm not complaining, I loved every second of it. :)

All in all, I really enjoyed myself, and I hope me and my shopping buddy can do it again some time, and I am a good shopping buddy (according to my said shopping buddy). Well, I'm out, thanks for reading.

P.S. Emi shopping buddy.

Last Day, and your free.

2009-12-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

Oh my, it's post time. Well let me update you about my life, I got a new guitar and I watched Ninja Assassin (Yes, I know it's 18 above). Well, the guitar is worth 6k but I bought it for 1.8k. I'll blog about that later.

Now for Ninja Assassin, for one, it was awesome, I mean the action was great and awesome, but (yes there is a bad side to it) the story line wasn't really that strong. I'll blog about that later, at the discretion of someone. The action was awesome, if you LOVE blood, gore and violence, by all means watch it, if not, don't worry it isn't really THAT bad (especially if you got someone to hold or hide behind*ahem*ahem*). I mean for me, it's a little to fake, the way that one tiny little stab and a waterfall of blood gushes out of the wound, I mean, come on! It's like a mosquito bites you in that dimension and a cup of blood oozes out of your arm. Yes that's how fake it was. Oh and a guy get's chopped in half in that movie, and the NINJAS were awesome, they blended in the shadows perfectly, really amazing. By all means, if your an action junkie, go and watch this movie you won't regret it. I rate this movie 7/10, it's really not that bad, but if it had a stronger plot, then it'll make that perfect score. And yes Rain was hot, (golly, what am I saying?).

Let's move on before I turn gay. Now, someone is hungry and he/she asked me to blog about it, so here it is, she hungry, now she go eat. Well, that's all for now, catch you guys later.

P.S. 157 days and counting, still going strong! Always, with each other, no matter where we are. Heck yeah!

One Chapter of my Life is Ending.

2009-11-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

Well as the day ends tomorrow, it closes one chapter of my life, full of joy, tears, heartaches, and fun. So as this chapter closes another opens, but before that, I just want to thank that special someone for making my sweet 16 a really sweet one. Thank you so much, for sticking with me through everything and we are still going strong! heck yeah :)

I bring all my friends with me, the good, the bad with me to my next part of my life, and especially that one person. Though it's still the midst of your exams I'll wait for you to close that chapter and I'll move on with you, I'm sad that you're leaving school and I'll remember all the good times we had. Just remember when you leave school, when you finish that last paper, when you leave, you're taking a part of me with you.

You walk through my life, leaving footprints on my heart. You'll always be here, in my heart.

P.S. Ilu, keep your head up high and steal those A's, you deserve them, all the best.

Things can change in a snap.

2009-11-13T08:52:00.000-08:00

What happened tonight?

Is there really any point?

I know you're sitting for your SPM, and this is really selfish, but I need you to talk to me, at least let me know that it's alright, give me that little peace of mind that's good for both of us.

I know you're tired, I'm tired too. I don't want this night to end like this, it's just heart wrenching.

Sigh, you're the only light in my life, I need you.

Whatever we're going through or whatever crap we experience, through the thick and the thin, I love you no matter what, and I'm willing to do anything to prove that to you. All I hope for is that you feel the same way, like I said before my heart is in your hands, you can kill me anytime with your words.

Goodnight and rest well, lets just put this thing behind us, I just miss you, that's all.

M.I.S.S.

2009-11-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

Every minutes you're not here, every second you're away, the hour seems longer. You're not here at school, I turn to face the place where you sit, you're not there, I have to keep reminding myself that you're not here today. Every time I forget, I turn back to look, just missing you more.

Today I saw you, I saw you across the hallway, at the front steps, I pace fast, I see you and walk up to you. We talked, we hugged, then you left. Although it was just ten minutes, it was enough to make it all okay. Because I say, I can take a bullet to the heart, every time you're not here, all knowing that just ten minutes with you, will make my day. They say, true love is the ability to spend ten minutes at a time with a person and remember her for the rest of the day.

P.S. Though you did not go for CF or have been here the last few days, I know you're always here with me, in my heart, Ilu baby.

Half Dead at The Heart

2009-11-09T02:42:00.000-08:00

Today was just, bad. I know you're mad at me, I know you're avoiding me. They say, give you space, I'm trying. You don't notice that this kills me slowly, the more and more you don't talk to me. I'm tired, I'm sad, and I'm in pain. Like you say, I think we should forget about that day, I wish we can do it quick and stop the pain. Let's do it now, I'm sorry.

Platinum Expedition Cont..

2009-10-09T19:39:00.000-07:00

Day 2, continued, sorry for not updating.

Once, we arrived at the beach, we had to carry HUGE pieces of bamboo to Encik Salleh, so being the semangat-ed team, not wanting to lose (cause we were the underdogs). We all quickly carried it to Encik Salleh, upon reaching we dumped everything in front of him, and he said, not done yet! GOSH! Then he pointed to the end of the beach and he said carry it there! We picked up the stuff once more, and carried it all the way to the end of the beach. Tiring like hell, but I had to push on for my team, half way down the beach another teacher stopped us, and said now you have to carry this daun Nipah. OK, horrible..

So, splitting our teams in two, girls carried our bags, and guys carried bamboo + Nipah. Tiring, we had to walk up and down the beach 3 times to get everything across. And the beach was about 1km long, so you can imagine how tiring it is. By the end of it, we were the first team to reach, dumped our stuff and waited for the other teams. Cooling off on the beach, the teams slowly came. We were all quite happy thinking maybe we could acutally win this thing. While waiting I did a podcast! Ok to be continued, frankly beacause I have to go Sailing. I'll blog about Plat some other day.

P.S Don't worry I'll blog about Friday. Next post. Ilu :)

Merdeka!, Merdeka!, Merdeka!

2009-08-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry yet again for deviating from the Platinum Expedition, but this is because of National Day celebration in my school, so I think its quite a good excuse, I JUST HOPE THAT I STILL REMEMBER PLATINUM AFTER SO LONG. Sorry if I don't.

Well today started we had to wear our Merdeka T-shirts and jeans, which was better than full formal attire. Anyways, I'll just skip to the Merdeka celebration ceremony, we had some body sculpting show (hmm.. doesn't sound quite right), which spelled the words, "Merdeka" and "1Cempaka", then we had the warrior intepretation which was way awesome-er. Then we all ajourned to the hall, for the show.

We had such awesome performances! Jude can sing in chinese! Anyways, we had a sing-a-long and it was way cool, the "1Malaysia" theme and "Tanggal 31". Well I think thats about it for today cause I promised myself I'll do some Add-Maths and study Sejarah, well see you guys.

P.S How come no give me a ps? I'm giving you one now, so colorful!

Let's take a break from Platinum, shall we?

2009-08-17T05:37:00.001-07:00

So, I'm sorry to tell you that I'll stop posting about Platinum just for a day. Because today is my B-day. So I'm going to tell you about my day.

Actually my day started at 12.00 am in the morning, Gan Yeong Shin, wished me "Happy Birthday", first one to wish me. I felt so happy actually, to tell you guys the truth. So after that I went to bed. But, just as I was about to sleep, my mom wished ME "Happy Birthday", second person :D

I woke up to the sound of the T.V, the T.V in my room, yes I have a TV in my room. So, my Mother, served me breakfast in bed, and I got to watch TV till 6.45 am then I went to shower. Quite a good start to the day. I left the house at around, 7:15 am. Going early to school especially for someone.

When I reached school, the minute I stepped into class, Loo Jac Lyn, wished me, third person. Thanks Jac. I said my usual morning greeting to her,"Hi Jac". ( haha get it? Hijack, man i'm funny, acutally justin told me this) So I rushed, down to the canteen, and wanted to talk to someone, but she was surrounded by her friends, so waiting patiently, her friends left. She actually ushered me to sit with her friends, but I didn't have to courage to do it, sorry! So she seemed a bit angry at me, so I apologized alot and we went for assembly, then during assembly, they said, they were going to have assembly at 9:30, so we all went back to class. My plans to sit next to that person, was still as usual. But we didnt "2h" (sorry my code word, can't tell you) sadly. Tried to but failed.

After assembly, we had a few classes, nothing interesting happened. Then it was break, nothing out of the ordinary, happened, but I got to talk to that person and she seemed happier and that made me happier, to tell you the truth before break, the only person I could think about was that person. So, after break class was as usual, the only cool thing was that my whole class sang me the birthday song, not once, not twice, but three times. Thanks guys! Then before you knew it, it was already lunch. Lunch was usual (was missing someone badly). Then went through 2 periods and it was already 3:30 pm but no the fun doesn't only stop there! It goes on, hurray!

I made plans with, we'll just call her "Serena", I was waiting for this the whole week! I wanted to change into something nice for the occasion, but decided not too, sorry! So I quickly rushed to look for her to tell her not to change, sorry again! So we walked to Secret Recipe, longest walk ever, because Serena didn't talk. I felt kinda sad, but little did I know, she was going to blow me away afterwards. So, we walked, and walked, finally we reached the location we went in and found a nice corner in the restaurant and proceeded with the orders. Then, while waiting for the orders, she gives me her present, and I know that she had been working on it the whole night and well, she made it herself, it was absolutely perfect, better then anything I received! It was a card, hand-made, and a glass bottle of origami hearts, perfect I tell you, the card made me tear, it was just so touching. So, amazing. I couldn't stop tearing, I don't think I can give her something as amazing and meaningful then what she gave me. Then the food came and we ate, the food tasted better than ever, maybe its the compony. Yeah, definately the compony. So, after finishing, we proceeded to the park. On a side note, I'm broke.

Anyways, we went to the park, conditions were perfect, wind blowing in our faces, leaves falling to the ground, just perfect. We turned to each other, then we "k'ed" (code word) after so long! It was just amazing. We spent quite a while talking to each other, then she had to go, we parted ways, really sad, but she had to go. I almost started crying, again! I ran right next to her and kept saying bye to her. Then she went out of sight. I went back to the bench to sit, missing Serena terribly. Then, I sat there for a good 15 mins waiting for my mother. I read her card again, and again! It keeps making me cry even now. In that moment I actaully felt true genuine love from her, because she went to great lenghts preparing presents for me. So in that moment I promised that I will DO ANYTHING to keep her. I will start studying for finals now, because thats what it takes to be with her.

Then my mother came, and I went home. Well I think thats quite enough for a post. So bye guys, thanks again for the wonderful birthday day :D

Platinum Expedition Day 2

2009-08-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

Well, lets head on to day 2 shall we?

It all started off in the morning, I wanted to wake up at 6 in the morning because no way in hell I'm going to be late again. Got down to the breakfast area, which was Delifrance ,cool huh? Well, the food was kinda O.K. and well, I had the Mee Goreng. One more thing I said goodbye to the hotel room cause we were, going to camp in the forest tonight!

We departed from the hotel at about 8 in the morning for the dock. We had a briefing, the safeties, the rules, the provisions for today's lunch was also handed to us. Then, we boarded our boats and we're off to Monkey Island! Well, first thing first. It was horrid!

We were making a scene, we were, supposedly, shipwrecked. So about 500m from the shore, we all jumped, into the water. Man, so many people got stung by jelly fish. Mun Heem especially, all those stings on his hand, he was so, hurt, but still helped us carry all the bamboo and stuff across the beach. Manly! :D

Well, after we reached the shore we found out that many people also got stung by jellyfisy and I was one off the lucky virgins who remained untouched! So yeah.. I think I'll end this blog post here, many more activities to go!

P.S This blog post is dedicated to GAN YEONG SHIN cause she's awesome, though she doesn't want to print something for me :(

Platinum Expedition Day 1 (continued)

2009-08-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

Well, sorry for not updating for so long. I would like to say sorry to my loyal fans (namely, Yeong Shin :D). Anyways let's get down to business.

After the ice breaking games we had, a swim at the hotel pool , where we played, I would call it mini water polo. So yeah, no competition just playing for fun, then it was already dinner time. The food was quit bad considering the hotel's standard. Anyway in an unexpected event, we celebrated Kesh's birthday. The cake was awesome. So yeah, after that we had our first tribal meeting. We were given fancy lanterns (you guys can check this out in the podcasts in the Cheras Website). During this meeting we were given our lives (nametags). Well, I gave my life to somebody special (sounds cheesy, oh well :D ). Anyway back to the case at hand, I got an awesome surfboard life.

After the presentation we were, breifed about tomorrow's activities. We were gonna stay over night in a forest, that's why I didn't call someone that night (sorry). So yeah, we were told to go back up straight to bed and get some sleep.

And that my friends marks the end of the first day of Platinum. :D

Quite fun? Yeah well, it was. So yeah, that day was the most relaxing day ever. Little did I know, hell awaited us tomorrow.

P.S Ilu :D

Platinum Expedtion Day 1

2009-07-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

Today, didn't start out like any other day. The first thing wrong about today was that, I had to wake up at freaking, 3 in the morning. Dragging my half asleep body to the kitchen for breakfast, I knew that today would be the day, I would be leaving for Penang and away from someone. I knew I would miss that someone so much (I still do, even up till now). Well, I reaced school at 4 in the morning, and we left for the airport after getting our 6 awesome t-shirts and a hydro bag.

I felt as though I was the only one carrying so little stuff to Penang, everbody else were like carrying humongous bags, I felt left out, maybe I should have brought a bigger bag. Well, the flight took off at 8.15 am and we reached Penang at 9.00 am. We were all welcomed by a traditional malay band that escorted us all the way to the conference room. There, we had our welcoming tea, a little bit to sweet for my taste, but still ok. Then we had to go create our team flag, and war cry. Jude was the guy who made our war cry, which was awesome by the way. Our flag was so, so, but still good none the less. After that we got checked in to the hotel, and we had about 30 mins to get ready for beach games, and ice breaking games.

Tell you this, I was late! First day there, and already late. (.....) Late by 30 mins I already missed one whole game, so I only got to play the second game, which was called 'move your body'. We had to get a small loop of rope form our body to our friends without using our hands. Well, talk about dancing. Anyways, luckily the podcast didn't show me making a fool out of myself. (yay)

Well, I think I'll end the post now, cause its almost my bed time. I'll catch up with the rest of the day next post. Well, till next time.

P.S I love you SO much.

Platinum Expedtion Prologue

2009-07-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Last week, I didn't update my blog because I went to Penang for the Platinum Expedtion. (I did not ditch anybody). Well, I'm still exhausted even though I have rested for a day, thats how tiring it is.

Well, so I'll break this expedition into 6 posts, cause there are 6 days, so i'll see you in the next post.

Sorry, to some people, I wanna keep this post short because I wanna focus more in talking to someone.

P.S I still really miss you and thanks for all your PS's

Lazy but Forced To

2009-07-17T06:27:00.001-07:00

Well, somebody is forcing me to do this, and well, she is the only person that actually reads my blog, or knows about it so yeahh..

Let's do this shit!

Today, was almost the most horrible day of school. Somebody didn't come to school. I was so, sad. I was thinking of that person almost all the time. Then strangely during lunch, I just felt that, well, I somehow knew that person was gonna come after school. I suddenly felt at ease, then it come true she came at the end of school. I was ecstatic, I practically ran to her. We walked, and we hugged like 3 times, I felt so much better, so happy.

We talked, and though I knew that the time we spent today wasn't enough, we are gonna spend almost the whole day together tomorrow, and well, I just can't wait.

Whoah Whoah

2009-07-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

Well, I think that today was quite nice. IF only I knew that somebody was down for lunch. Well, that somebody was so thoughtful today, wanted to really thank that person and hug that person.

Today was the first day that Jien Min didn't come to school this year. Wow, epic man, this should go down in history. So was quite an okay day, and well, I've got kerja rumah to do so I think I should do it now.

One more thing, I got a dilemma I wanna go to somebody's house but well, I don't think I can convince my mother. Have to try really hard though, you know what they say, when there's a will, there's a way.

Well I think that's it for today.

P.S What you did for me today was more than words, and well, I think I know how much you care for me now and I'll appreciate you more now. Je'taime.

Issit hot in here or is it just me?

2009-07-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

Man my room is hot. Feel like opening a window or something but to busy with Add. Maths homework. Well, NOW someone is not online.

On a side note, Jien Min left for England already. No more Jien Min for two weeks, woo! (Ok la, I'll miss him). Argh I would like to take this time to apologize to someone for not making it in time for assembly, extremely sorry, was late today.

Today I had quite a nice day, and well, I got tickets for FAME. Haha, I was worried I couldn't get them. Well even better news is that I'm going with someone awesome! (I wonder who)

Well keeping this post short. Ada kerja rumah.

P.S Je'taime

Of Sports and Love

2009-07-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

Well, hello everybody. Answer to last post's question is your "Imagination". Clever, no?

Well, today I went to Tropicana, with Jien Min and then met up with Yeong Shin. Man, today I had a blast, but I'm not so sure about Jien Min and Yeong Shin, they were like really awkward around each other. Ah well. Well first off I played frisbee with Jien Min before Yeong Shin came. Then we went to play badminton, then we started bowling. I really had fun today.

After Jien Min left, I hung out with Yeong Shin, yeah we had lots of fun. We sat at the bench under the trees and we laughed and what not. Then after that, something weird happened and well, I think I don't really have to ellaborate on that.

Remember, It's not that I dont't love you anymore, I really wanted to do it to but the conditions weren't right for me. I hope you understand, I don't think any less of you, and I think you should stop beating yourself up over it. Maybe in Redang we can do this properly.

P.S No riddle today sorry.

Of Weddings and Bells

2009-07-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

Rawr! I'm back, sorry to my loyal fans for not updating today, was quite busy. Well, the answer to last post's riddle is 'Fire'.

Alright today, I went to a wedding, man kept thinking of someone. And well, overall the wedding was quite good, met someone there. It was Jien Min, man SO coincidental, honestly never planned at all. Well, at first I thought it was gonna be boring but Jien Min made it better. (Sorry, didn't mean to cheat on someone)

Well, I'll close this post with another riddle

I soar without wings, I see without eyes. I've traveled the universe to and fro. I've conquered the world, yet I've never been anywhere but home. Who am I?

Well, I think thats about it, I'm kinda busy talking to my special someone. Catch you next post.

P.S :D

Of Love and Life

2009-07-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Well, its Friday again, the time of : late nights, homework, chatting, gaming and overall fun. Well, I would have a good time if.. well I think that person knows who he/she is. So yeah. The answer, I almost forgot, is "Your own eyes".

I know quite lame, but ah well. So yeah, about today. I heard that somebody was ill and had to go back home that ruin my plans. Well, life is unpredictable in that sense. I hope that person is well, and I personally can't wait for Sunday.

On a side note I got tons of homework! I hope somebody can help me through it. Well, I don't think I'll be doing any homework tonight, feeling lazy. Well, I think I'll close up this post with a rather witty riddle.

Feed Me and I Live,
Give Me a Drink and I Die.
What am I?

Well, I think that's it, I'll see you guys around sometime.

P.S. Je'taime =)

Of Literature and English

2009-07-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;

Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

Well, I've got tons of English homework to finish up. Man, I really am getting annoyed at how much homework I haven't done yet. Still updating this blog for my loyal fans (pfft). So the answer to last's post question is 'Memories'.

Here's another riddle.

Be you ever so quick, with vision keen, by your eyes, we are never seen. Unless perchance it should come to pass, you see our reflection in a looking glass. What are we?

Answer coming next post.

P.S Puppy Je'taime Aussi

Somebody is not on Skype

2009-07-08T05:13:00.000-07:00

Well, the answer for last's post question is the decimal place, so that you get 5.9 which is between 5 and 9.

Anyway, back to the topic at hand. Strangely today I had a really 'fast' day and well, recently I don't think that a certain someone is thinking about me the same way as I think about her. Maybe she doesn't (insert word here) anymore. I just need a reminder, maybe. Well, guys are like that.

So, in unrelated news, here's a riddle.

What can bring back the dead; make us cry, make us laugh, make us young; born in an instant yet lasts a life time?

Yeong Shin

2009-07-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

Cause she's the awesome-est person ever, and got me to blog again. Well, I'm all out of ideas (sorry I'm a bit rusty with the blogging thing), hey I think I'll give you guys a number puzzle.

What mathematical symbol can be placed between 5 and 9 so that number produced is larger then 5 but smaller then 9?

P.S This post is dedicated to you Yeong Shin =)